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2.13.2024
One Year
Jozi died when she was 11 years, 8 months, 1 week and 4 days old on 02.13.2023
Jozi will always and forever be my heart 💖 pup. I am so very grateful of all the love and all the feels that Jozi gave me over the years. She was a bright light in our lives and brought so much joy and at the when she died, we had so much heartbreak. I wish she could have stayed with us forever but I know that these littles are only in our lives for a short time and time moves so very quickly every single day.
Jozi will always have a special piece and a special place in my heart and I have such fond memories and many pictures even though I feel like I did not take enough and capture those memories more. I’m never going to forget that Jozi died but I have to keep remembering that that Jozi lived and I loved her for her entire life.
Crumbs On My Kitchen Floor & An Ache In My Soul
After your heart stopped beating on that sunny February day
I tried to tell the world to stop moving, if only for a few
short moments
I wanted it to stop moving because your heart stopped
beating
And my heart was broken in pieces
I loved you with every fiber of my soul, up to that very
last beat
I needed to process what had happened at 2:25 pm on 02.13.23
When I handed you off to those that would try to restart
your big heart
I was ushed into a room, scared and alone and shaking
Moment later, I was told that you were no longer here
They brought you in to us and the tears flowed, no movement
from you
I kissed you and told you over and over I was sorry and I
loved you
As I stroked your soft fur and wiped away the tears from my
stained face
I felt for a moment that time was frozen
That this was all just a cruel nightmare, that it wasn’t
true
But as your lifeless body that I once cradled in my arms
stood still
I knew you were gone and it was not a bad dream
So today, one year later. I’m still here without you, still waiting
Waiting for the world to stop and give me a chance to catch
up
To give me some peace albeit as selfish as that may sound
To give me a sign that it is okay for my soul to start healing
There has not been a moment in a day that I don’t think
about you
I miss your nails and the tap-tap on the kitchen floor
As you search for dropped crumbs to gobble up
Today, one year later, there are too many crumbs on the floor
12.25.2023
Christmas In Heaven for Jozi
"Time
doesn't heal, it just makes room."